Okay guys! Im back and better than ever (Big headed much? XD XD)

Ive opened up a new account and leaving this silly old thing behind for many reasons, main one being: OMG this art here sucks XD


Thankyou all people who have faved my work in my abscene! I love you guys! Buuuut ive got a new account now, anyone who still would like to watch me or keep in contact please please mail me tehre

NEW ACCOUNT :

Taadaaa and because im lazy and if that didnt show up! My new account name is Cycnis

Last post here guys, seeya all over tehre! Love ya ;D

*Runs off*

I like gum, i really do, sorry for the random journal but i was very bored XP

Fav flavours are:

~ Mint and blueberry
~ Mint and vanilla
~ Chocolate and mint
~ Mango and pineapple
~ Bluberry and blackcurrent
~ Juicy fruit
~ Liquorice
~ Cinnamon
~ Ice breakers
~ Strawberry and kiwi


I just love wierd flavours ^^ Ive been chewing a lot of cinnamon gum and trident lately. Though trident isnt great cos it has laxatives in XP

I broked the puter today, but its fixed now thankgod, i swear i nearly had a heart attack!

I wrote out a huge long journal to post here but i got too lazy and didnt want to type it XD

Tipping the velvet has got so damn addictive, i cant stop reading it! Its so good, i just love kitty XP And i ran into me lasbian teletubbie (long story dont ask XD) yestarday and we sat talking about it for half an hour or so. It was nice to be able to talk to a friend about the books i like for once ^^

And my tablets working again finall, so ill get some more stuff up soon, hopefully.Im soooooo lazy. Which reminds me i have so much coursework to do and i need to finish your dolls Massa.

I got some new emily strange boots today and theyre so awesome! I love them, a little too small, but theyre fine, i love them ^^

Ive have been so isolated from friends recently, it sucks, im not getting invited to parties, no one wants to hear what i have to say, no one cares if im not there.Very few actually are still classed as my friends...

*sigh*

I dont care, im happy with my few friends and my massa ^^

Til next time, seeya.

~ Shu x

*blink*

Feelin less emo today, thanks to everyone who put a smile on my face, what would i do without you? ^^

Im still ill though which is awful cos and cant go to school which means im really behind on coursework ;-;

Anyways, watching anime and con skits always takes me straight back to my geeky fangirl self...

I wanna cosplay! XP

I think id love to do Marluxia, Axel or L...or Reno! That would be fun...hmm...im lazy though...if my friends and i ever have another cosplay ill try and post pics ^^

Last time i was Amiboshi from Fushigi Yugi and Hatori from Furuba ^^

Oh and new roleplayers! Thanks a bunch for starting with me!

*huggles Jude-boi and Heartless-gone-wild*

Roleplayings just so much fun ^^

Newer art will be up soon too, everything i just posted is from a month or so back...*sorry i get lazy*

Anyways, hope youre having a good week. Peace out.

~ Shu x

When im sad and say im fine, i long for someone to look into my eyes and ask 'Are you sure?', So that i can pour out my tears upon them, happy that someone cares.

*sigh*

I think life is against me right now, i keep having such bad luck o.o

And now im ill, my head is pounding, my throar feels like hell, im dizzy and cant type as i have cuts all over my hands.

I have coursework that should have been done days ago and artwork people have ordered that needs doing.

I have no paper at the moment and no will to draw. I cant concentrate properly...

Im breaking slowly, what i say and what i feel are two different things. Just because i say im okay doesnt mean i am, I dont get to hear the things i want to...

This doesnt make sense and i dont care...who bothers to read it anyways? Do you really care about the artist as long as you get the art?

*deep sighs and sits down*

Whatever...i dont care anymore i am who i am...i cant help it...

~ A broken Shu

Im really really really really bored ;-;

I want some new roleplayers please *flutters eyelashes*

I currently only have one and im so happy shes still roleplaying with me! Thanks Mayrunne youre the best XP

But i would like some more, i used to be a very avid one but they all dissapeared ;-;


Soooooooooo id like roleplayers under any of the following types:

~ Yuri
~ Yaoi
~ Vampire (Either romance or Adventury typy thingy works for me)
~ Gore/Torture, really gory, not fake boring stuff...
~ O.C roleplays are fun
~ Fan roleplays are okay but im not to pysched about them nowadays.

I wont do Jrock ones, sorry i just dont wanna...

Any other types, mails me first and ill think abot it. I DO NOT DO FURRY ROLEPLAYS!!!!!!!!


*cough*

Well if you like my new piece, Longing for beauty, then theres a lot more on the ways, including :

~ Majoring in Masochism
~ Baby the stars shine bright for you *There ya go Bobofmassdistraction)
~ Fangirlisms ugly side

And quite a few more...i get inspiration from books ^^


Oh and ive been reading a lot of romance novels lately, theyre so good the ones ive read so far, ive just started reading Tipping the Velvet, its so good, Sarah Waters is amazing ^^

If theres any you want to reccomend, go ahead ^^

Ive read:

~ Affinity
~ The night watch
~ Spudnik Sweetheart
~ The laquered box
~ Keeping you secret
~ Tipping the velvet (Just started)

Many thanks ^^


Oh and another thing! Please please please if youre gonna fav could you comment, id love to see your opinions on my artwork and anything youd like to see or think i could improve on ^^

Thanks again ^^


I think thats all for now, love ya peeps, kisses ^^

~Shu x